20121110

Hey Mr. DJ ♥

I've always been liking Tablo, but since I watch the newest song of Epik High entitled "Don't Hate Me". OMG Wae he's so cute, I can't... ><
Why is he married? Why is he expecting a baby while he's supposed to.. Ok STAHP!!!
I will just weep and watch your pic from my iPod. 오빤 내 이상형이다 ><



Tukutz님... 신부 다시 찾으세요~ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

love,
/jingga

20121105

Perfect Plotting

It's been horrible since Mom and Dad went to hajj. Someone at home (not the part of the family) has been enjoying her favorite shows that I loath so much. What kinda show? It's kinda drama on its ugliest form accompanied with horrible musics. For God's sake I don't know why I deserve this? I can't take it anymore, so now I'm waiting for a hard rain to come and then I will switch the channel for that particular TV channel. The rain is not coming yet but really, when it comes I will be ready with the remote control and I will do this plot. I can no longer tolerate this madness.
After I switch the channel setting for that particular channel, I bet she won't be able to search for it again. Dude, don't even dream to beat me in this and don't shove me your music for I have my own taste.

meany meany moo,
/jingga

20121104

SLYTHERIN!!!



Dang, I got into Slytherin at pottermore. How come?? Does that means I'm destined to be someone great one day? Boooooo... I wannabe at Hogwarts! :(((

Screams,
/jingga

20121102

필요 없는 말들... ==*


I was just being mean.. I think~

If you speak Korean, please see the picture above yourself. Do you notice how many typos are there made by the person in purplish avatar?? Brace yourself, that's not the only one. It's on my facebook timeline and I have to brace myself not to correct whatever shits she wrote, those shits with lots of typos. Mind my arrogance, but I think a teacher has the responsibility to teach correctly (moreover HER who adds all her students in her facebook).

I'm not being classy by writing this, I kno. Oh dear...

I have been studying languages for years and I somehow always feel assured of my teachers skills, except for this particular person whom always asking people around her to call her "teacher". *rolls eyes* 

I have my doubt since the first day I took her class. I admit I was being impolite asking her education background, but HEY I paid that course, I have the right to know what kinda scumbag is gonna teaching me stuffs. Her answer was kinda shocking, she has no particular education on that field and she was there in front of the class just because she felt fucking more genius just because she resided on that particular country, as a worker. GOODNESS LORD!!!!

Madness, I know. But since it was my first time learning the language, I just went to the classes. Little that I know, I completely wasted money, energy and time only to attend a class that later on I found so many lacks in it. She taught me wrong things (I clenched my teeth typing this), she taught me wrong grammars, she taught me lots of typos, she taught me failure, yet she felt that she was the part of my success. S.C.R.E.W Y.O.U. I swear I won't call her the way she wants to be called, ever again. As you can see... I managed not to address her anything. I chose to be so. 

I am angry, yes I am. Why? Simply because she keeps on teaching wrong stuffs to people and she just refused to learn more about this language. She should never stop learning because that's how a great teacher can maintain the pride and respect in front of their students, to maintain their skills by teaching right stuffs, instead of the right stuffs according to her ==. She lost my respect for her. 

Not mentioning the way she asked credits for the things she taught me. That is even more obnoxious that it actually is. The way she told people how I have become successful (thanks to her, yea rite) and the way people think that I got this thing that I earned myself from her teachings. EXCUSE YOU, OLD LADY... Calm your fuckin' self... you ain't got no credit for me, you don't deserve it. 

Moreover, she has this super annoying habit of putting question marks (loads of them) in the end of every sentence she's writing. A language teacher with misuse of question marks, excuse me.. I wanna roll on the floor and laugh my lung out. X_X

Pointless, what I'm talking now is pointless. One suggestion for anyone who reads this, GET A GREAT REPUTABLE TEACHER for your language learning. BASIC IS EVERYTHING, don't let un-reputable teacher ruins your basic knowledge of foreign language. Help yourself to build the best basic knowledge you can ever get because your brain absorb the first lessons like a new sponge and it will stick in your brain forever. I struggled really hard to "erase" the previous basic knowledge in order to put the correct ones inside my little brain. You don't have to repeat my mistake. 

Yours in anger,
/jingga

121102 Leader at his military service


사랑하는 우리 리더님...
벌써 3일이에요~ 군데는 어때요?
행복해죠? 친구랑 같이 아침 운동하고 배우는거 
즐겁게 시간이 지나면 좋겠어요.
리더님...
어떻게 보내는거 잘 몰랐는데 리더님 없이 아무것도 달라요~
그 미소과 얼굴 엄청 그립고 또 보고 싶어요.
우리가 마음으로 항상 리더님의 곁에 있는지 알죠?
리더님 사랑하고 자랑 스러워요~
군데 홧팅!!! ^^

Love,
/jingga

20121101

"For Women Who Are Difficult To Love" by Warsan Shire

You are a horse running alone
and he tries to tame you
compares you to an impossible highway
to a burning house
says you are blinding him
that he could never leave you
forget you
want anything but you
you dizzy him, you are unbearable
every woman before or after you
is doused in your name
you fill his mouth
his teeth ache with memory of taste
his body just a long shadow seeking yours
but you are always too intense
frightening in the way you want him
unashamed and sacrificial
he tells you that no man can live up to the one who
lives in your head
and you tried to change didn’t you?
closed your mouth more
tried to be softer
prettier
less volatile, less awake
but even when sleeping you could feel
him travelling away from you in his dreams
so what did you want to do love
split his head open?
you can’t make homes out of human beings
someone should have already told you that
and if he wants to leave
then let him leave
you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love.
****

Press here to watch the poem reading video

While strolling along my facebook timeline, I found a video that contains a poem in it. It's like a sudden wake up call for me. The title is "For Women Who Are Difficult To Love" by Warsan Shire. This poem reading video is just beautiful, the content is kinda reminding me of who I am. I actually feel that way. I think somehow I am a difficult person to love, I'm difficult to please. I want to read this poem and to understand the meaning inside it. Shall I be back for my piece of mind later? For the time being, enjoy!

Hugs,

/jingga