네 품에 잠들고 싶어...
The guy whom I was talking didn't pay attention and he kept talking to me.
Kangin was so close beside me, I started to feel uneasy...
Then he played with my hand... like touching it.
I slightly looked at him, to tell him to go away... For God's sake I'm still talking with this guy!!
He moved aside... so his back met my back.
Again, he grabbed my hands. This time it was like a real grab, no longer a touch.
I tried to let it go but he insisted.
After that, the guy I talked to left us and I looked at Kangin...
"제 손을 왜 잡아요?" (My hand, why are you holding it?)
And then.. I remembered that I wanted to take picture together with him.
I took out my iPod (yep, the one with green case) and tried to do selca.
Somehow he moved closer so our face could fit the iPod screen.
And then a girl came out of nowhere... took Kangin on the wrist and started to dragged him to leave.
He gave me his final sad look...
Somewhere in my memory, I dunno when... He said, "I actually like you, but I'm engaged. Can't we just runaway together"?
DEAR KANGIN, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME???? T_T